After what happened over the weekend, I’m not sure if I want to keep blogging. I’ve appreciated the impact on my voice that having an audience provides, but at the same time it seems to be requiring more post-processing to not be misinterpreted. A good bit of the value I’ve found in it so far is the fact that I could be more raw, dump out the thoughts and emotions, and get a little bit of distance and perspective on them. All of my attempts at a private journal before have tapered off due to either a change in the circumstances that triggered the journaling, or just a lack of focus to my voice. Maybe I really only have stuff worth writing about during periods of stress / growth / change. But those periods seem to be a bit too emotionally volatile to share.
And I find that knowing other people are reading this, I can’t even deal with some of my innermost thoughts and feelings. So those remain without an outlet.
I guess I’ll see - maybe I’ll resume this at a later date. Maybe not.
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